Wait and bleed

I felt the hate rise up in me kneel Down and clean the stone of leaves I wonder out where you can't see Inside my shell, I wait and I bleed Good-bye I wipe it off the tile, the light is brighter this time Everything is 3d blasphemy My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up This is not the way I pictured me I can't control my shakes how the hell did I get here? Some about this so very wrong... I have To laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this Is it a dream or a memory? I felt the hate rise up in me, kneel down and clean the stone of leaves I wonder out where you can't see Inside my shell, I wait and I bleed Get outta my head, cause I don't need this Why didn't see this? I'm a victim - Manchurian Candidate I - have - sinned - by - just Making my mind up and taking your breath away I felt the hate rise up in me, kneel down and clean the stone of leaves I wonder out where you can't see Inside my shell, I wait and I bleed Good-bye You haven't learnt a thing I haven't changed a thing My fleshe was in my bones The pain was always free I felt the hate rise up in me, kneel down and clean the stone of leaves I wonder out where you can't see Inside my shell, I wait and I bleed And it waits for you!