Intro: Verse 1: Beautiful garden, where have you gone? My self-delusions are leaving me in a storm Taken for granted, all the goodness that I found Somewhere I lost all the control, came crashing down And I pray for forgiveness, look for the answers 'Cause it's hard for me to pretend Look to my mother, call to the captain Can't you see, this state that I'm in? And no one would know this, nobody noticed 'Cause it's me, where it begins Verse 2: Beautiful morning, please don't wake me from my sleep 'Cause I need some comfort to regain my sanity And I don't want to feel this crazy, I don't want to feel discarded Shattered in a million pieces, I'm so broken-hearted Nowhere left to run, nowhere left to go so And I pray for forgiveness, look for the answers 'Cause it's hard for me to pretend Look to my mother, call to the captain Can't you see, this state that I'm in? And no one would know this, nobody noticed 'Cause it's me, where it begins And I pray for forgiveness within Bridge: I swear that every day I feel like my mind is haunting me I think of every little stupid mistake that has been made This time I don't have the strength to gather myself I'm falling to pieces And I pray for forgiveness, look for the answers 'Cause it's hard for me to pretend Look to my mother, call to the captain Can't you see, this state that I'm in? I pray for forgiveness, looking for justice Searching for answers, call to my mother Pray for forgiveness, breaking the silence Nobody knows this, nobody noticed That it's me, where it begins.