At Now

Intro: Verso 1: I've run races Straight like laces My left writes rhymes When it's all wrong in my right mind My left don't know Where my right goes Or sold-out window blows Ego shows up apropos though Verso 2: Headlight driving range I say I can change It just tells me I'm lying Bullets through my brain You should hear how they shoot me down When I'm trying Say this is where you're at now Lost your man in your big house So you can sit at your piano 20 hours a day And write a thousand words out of fear you got nothing to say But I wanna get some Have fun while I'm still young Shotgun in the old flesh-bag tonight cry about it I'm gonna have the time of your life Your life Your life Lalalalalala Lalalalalala Lalalalalala Lalalalalalalala Verso 3: Hubris loses me sleep And true love seeps Through the cracks in the walls Says I'm too far gone Crossed the rubicon On the way to the ball This is where you're at now Epsom salt in the bathtub Cause that 7 o'clock walk left you cold And the Tums don't work cotton candy vomit in the bowl And the night sits on the water like an oil slick Round island breast still swollen high over burning lungs Did you have the time of my life? My life My life Ponte: And I said please don't leave me alone I'm filling my young lungs locked in my new car Please don't leave me alone I hear telephones and angels Send me a new heart Ohhh Ohhh This is where I'm at now On my knees in the back row Anthropomorphizing all That is who is what is what I've always known So my left can hold hands with my right hand Skyrocket cross-sections first In a creation ceiling and busted open and find God oh Say I don't need a clever rhyme to believe in love that'll last forever And I don't need a ploy or a body to bother Need a good man with honor and still how's your father And this "my" this "I" this self will die It's not really mine but I will show you beauty when I have the hands and heart and lips and eyes And mind That knows time is only man-made well I lie and that I won't be wasting mine We're one love And one strife And I'm gonna have the time of my life My life It's my life Lalala Outro ladadum Lalalaladadum Lalalaladadum