It feels like I only go backwards, baby Every part of me says go ahead I got my hopes up again, oh no not again Feels like we only go backwards darlin' I know that you think you sound silly when you call my name But I hear it inside my head all day when I realize I'm just holding on to the hope that maybe Your feelings don't show It feels like I only go backwards, baby Every part of me says go ahead I got my hopes up again, oh no not again Feels like we only go backwards darlin' The seed of all this indecision isn't me, oh no Cause I decided long ago but that's the way it seems to go when trying so hard to get to something real It feels 2x It feels like I only go backwards, baby Every part of me says go ahead I got my hopes up again, oh no not again Feels like we only go backwards baby