When they told me That you had to go away There was nothing I could do to keep you here I was standing on the rooftop of a hospital in Baltimore Losing my religion and my youth I thought Id never love again And I did not even care to see my friends How would I ever smile again This depression is a monster But im still alive to see the light of day Verse: When they told me That I had to let you go Words could not describe my feelings You will never know standing on the rooftop of a hospital in Baltimore Losing my religion and my youth I thought Id never love again And I did not even care to see my friends How would I ever smile again This depression is a monster But Im still alive to see the light of day Instrumental: