Even Now

Even Now when there's someone else who cares when there?s someone home who's waiting just for me even now I think about you as I'm climbing up the stairs and I wonder what to do so she won't see that even now when I know it wasn't right and I?ve found a better life than what we had even now I wakeup crying in the middle of the night and I can't believe it still could hurt so bad even now when I have come so far I wonder where you are I wonder why it's still so hard with--out you even now when I come shining through I swear I think of you and how I wish you knew even now even now when I never hear your name and the world has changed so much since you been gone even now I still remember and the feeling's still the same and this pain inside of me goes on and on even now even Chorus II now when I have come so far I wonder where you Are I wonder why it's still so hard with--out you even now when I come shining through I swear I think of you and God I wish you knew some ----ho--------w even now