Live at Gruene Hall recording twice Oh Lord, please forgive me for what I'm about to do I'm runnin' on empty and my options are few You know that I did the best that I can But I've done hit rock bottom and my time is at hand Cause I lost my job, my bills are getting bigger, cryin baby, I'm 'bout to lose my mind Hundred dollar habit, ain't got a penny, woman ran off with a friend of mine Can't keep a job, I'm too fucked up, DHS about to take my kids Trying to get well, keep getting sicker, sitting in the parking lot, my finger on the trigger You know that I never meant to hurt anyone And I'll face the consequences for everything I've done And Lord sometimes I wonder if you're even there 'Cause my burden is backbreaking, it's more than I can bear Chorus Chorus Tag: I'm sitting in the parking lot, my finger on the trigger _____________________ Tabbed by Larry Mofle