I feel the knife is cutting slow I wish I could say my intentions weren't deadly I feel like I am letting go I wish I had said how easy it is to fall for me I feel like you deserve to know I wish I didn't have to drag you down with me That I'll get you high and leave you low But I have no shame in pleading guilty I damage like a savage Ruin beauty as I ravage Throw you out like you're garbage I create my own carnage My walls won't cave in I won't play pretend I'm afraid to let you in Start over just to fuck up again I fucked up again; I opened a wound Tore the sutures out of me and only thought of you I fucked us again; I killed our love true Tore our world apart and only hurt you My head is filled with disease I told you; you were warned from the fucking start My heart is black and empty I told you when our love died, it's my fault My body is cold and bleeding And now there's nothing I can do to fix what I've done Without you here with me I got what I want, I'm leaving now; my battle's won I damage like a savage Ruin beauty as I ravage Throw you out like you're garbage I create my own carnage My walls won't cave in I won't play pretend I'm afraid to let you in Start over just to fuck up again I fucked up again; I opened a wound Tore the sutures out of me and only thought of you I fucked us again; I killed our love true Tore our world apart and only hurt you Damaged, flawed no recovery My pain burned into your memory I'm drowning in a sea of misery Will anyone come and save me? I feel the knife is cutting slow I feel like I am letting go I feel like you deserve to know That I'll get you high and I'll leave you low I feel the knife is cutting slow I feel like I am letting go I feel like you deserve to know That I'll get you high and I'll leave you low