verse 1: i've been here lately in this place i thought i'd left holding on for saftey taking all you've got to give cause all of what i knew before is gone before my eyes, and there is no pleasing me however hard i try.... its not in....these bottles again you're becoming my best friend everything to me....felt so pretend a beginning that yields no end verse 2 you won't sedate me in the place where winter brings so please don't hate me in spite of everything i sit here waiting for the answer to arrive, and you taste like cancer to an awakening life Chorus Bridge in a waking dream- of life and light i told stacey- to mind the ride and tessa said it's- so good to see you i know she meant- douglas, i love you