Days seem to pass by And time just another dirty trick And love never seems to get it right And my heart is always ready to quit And I get so hard I get so hard On myself Life another word for the waiting game And I stand by the phone And every conversation is all the same I'm just a sucker waiting for your call And I get so hard I get so hard On myself Ya I get so hard I get so hard AbM On myself Oh! AbM I fear my anxiousness I lose sleep over it I fear my ignorance Sleep helps me forget Constantly contemplating, always, but I never do a thing about it Constantly thinking of ways to change but I never get around to it Everything I do Everything I do Yeah I get so hard I get so hard On myself I get so hard I get so Hard On myself