Faded

() Im faded, Im faded not sure if I can make it ooooooooo Dont you cry for me Honey Im not worth it honey Im not worth it Honey Im not worth it Dont you cry for me Im skipping through the days to come home A million conversations autopilot stay flow Im on one one one my mission, eyes down take note Ive never liked you stay away from me dont rock the boat This is the great escape from everything Ive ever hated From all this figuring, this life shit that got me jaded Faded all the time the doubting got me underrated This is my mechanism moving forward isolated Belated superficial gestures of a phony type I come alive when Im incarcerated late at night I wish that I could leave this soul destruction every night That I could regress in an able bodied prototype If that made sense Id leave him here to handle lesser business Im immaterial but I still got things on the wish list This is desire cant you hear it in my sleepless English Id love the finer things but thats not being realistic Ballistic, everybody goes when Im singing Im sick of singing pain, so Im free broke and winging and coming out my heart purer than the way Im living maybe Ill see you, or maybe Ill just give in Its just too much now, that Im all grown up Ive been dragged through the dirt, now I should be blowing up Still Im blowing, still Im blowing and still I dont know where the hell I should be going So I guess its just, live like this till my mind goes snap no love, no drug could ever fill this gap Yeah I live for the high till it all floods back like the tears of the years that I cant get back Im faded, Im faded not sure if I can make it ooooooooo Dont you cry for me Honey Im not worth it honey Im not worth it Honey Im not worth it Dont you cry for me