Intro: (2x) I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real The needle tears a hole the old familiar sting Try to kill it all away but I remember every thing What have I become, my sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away in the end And you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns on my liar's chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stain of time the feeling disappears You are someone else I am still right here What have I become, my sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away in the end And you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way