Makes Me Wonder If I Ever Said Goodbye

At times she still comes around Though she's someone else's now I can't lay down no matter how I try If I leave her then I find She's no father than my mind Makes me wonder if I ever said goodbye Night and day it's all the same Pour some whiskey on my flame Burn another memory in my mind Though the years she's moved up town Lord and I've come a long ways down Makes me wonder if I ever said goodbye Yes she always says hello the way she used to But Lord she only said goodbye one time Heaven knows I live in hell This barroom is my cell Makes me wonder if I ever said goodbye