by: Kelly Willis What I deserve is comfort for my shaken soul The water on my hands are tears from long ago And my skin lets it in It's always been too thin Since I can't remember when And oh what I deserve What I deserve what I deserve Oh darling what I deserve What I deserve what I deserve There's solace in this dusty earth and rocky hills Oh but even starry skies can't mend my broken will And my blood doesn't pour There's nothing to bleed for I don't believe anymore And oh what I deserve What I deserve what I deserve Oh darling what I deserve What I deserve what I deserve Now I have done the best I can Oh but what I've done it's not who I am And oh what I deserve SOLO Now time has left me feeling old and losing hope Hell I've walked a long way just to find the end of my rope And you say that I should pray Well I would but my faith has strayed I don't belive I'll be saved And oh what I deserve What I deserve what I deserve Oh darling what I deserve What I deserve what I deserve