Tired Of Singing The Blues

Verse You know sometimes I think god Is playing a little game with me Looking down from heaven laughing Tryina see how much I can take Because the way things go its like a joke Nobody's had more shots at moon and missed than me It's like I got my life stuck stuck on rewind Trying to makes something of myself life's got something else in mind I'm fighting a losing game and I'm biding my time You won't be my man do I understand no stop I don't want to hear another word about your 'why not's' I bought Your bullshit it all before now you trying to sell me more babe A Man who makes a beast out of himself got nothing to lose Sold my soul long ago nothing left to choose I'm tired tired of singing the blues I'm tired oh oh oh oh I'm walking down the streets you wouldn't know what I was thinking It's just another white girl day hey ribbons in my hair and I am sinking down A double life a sordid past and I am drinking now I want to be bad You say you were glad to see me shut up I don't want to know another thing you think you know about me I'm not who you think I am smiling but I ain't happy A man who makes a beast out of himself got nothing to lose Sold my soul long ago nothing I can choose I'm tired tired of singing the blues I'm tired oh oh oh oh Oh my super God I can't turn off my mind It's like a ticking time bomb trying to kill me from inside I mean day and night Is there no remedy for memory I've felt this way before I've known the depths of desperation My boyfriend says I'm like an old movie star with loneliness as my occupation I know that he's right but I don't care tonight I want to be bad I want to be bad I can't stop I keep running around the same town knocking you down I'm fucked How can I get out when there's nowhere to go for miles around A man who makes a beast out of himself got nothing to lose Sold my soul long ago nothing I can choose I'm tired tired of singing the blues tired oh oh oh oh Ohhh ohh ohhh Ohhh ohh ohhh