verse 1 I bought that pillow on the couch 'cause it reminded Me of the colors on your wall I thought you’d like it I don't want this to be my last time in this apartment, ooh You took a day and made some space for me to move in Said I could take the bottom drawer so that's what I did You told me I was all you want so now what’s changed it? Ooh Pre-Chorus Is it wrong to think you're sadistic? I know you're sleeping perfect While I'm over here hurting I'm gonna be okay, right? I'm gonna be okay, right? I wish I could tell myself that at night I'm gonna be okay, right? verse 2 Don't check my phone, I know for sure you haven’t called me I fill my days with stupid shit to keep me busy Instead of you, I’m ending every night with whiskey, ooh Pre-Chorus Is it wrong to think you're sadistic? I know you’re sleeping perfect While I'm over here hurting I'm gonna be okay, right? I'm gonna be okay, right? I wish I could tell myself that at night I’m gonna be okay, right? And if I go insane (If I go insane)I I got you to blame (I got you to blame) At least that's what I tell myself at night I'm gonna be okay, right? (I'm gonna be okay) Bridge Ooh, I kinda knew this would hurt just a little too much, Ooh, I kinda knew this would hurt just a little too much I'm gonna be okay, right? I'm gonna be okay, right? I wish I could tell myself that at night I’m gonna be okay, right? Post-Chorus And if I go insane (If I go insane)I I got you to blame (I got you to blame) At least that's what I tell myself at night I'm gonna be okay, right?