Intro: verse 1 I've tried to hide a certain side of me Closed eyes, I'm tired of this reality I just wanna feel alive I'm drifting in space And when I'm falling back to Earth I'll find out if it hurts Too many thoughts inside my head I guess I'm going crazy instead I meant all of the things I said I hope one day you will understand verse 2 I feel I can't just let it go again And still time flies and then it slows again Can you guess what I'm thinkin' 'bout Oh I know, she knows Cause I'm just trying to figure out If I'm meant to let go Pre-Chorus I don't wanna know (if I'm losing control) I need to know (how to find my soul) I don't wanna know (if I'm losing control) I need to know (how to find my soul) Too many thoughts inside my head I guess I'm going crazy instead I meant all of the things I said I hope one day you will understand