verse 1 What am I to do with my afternoons What am I to do with my evenings Without you, without you I've never gotten used to these endings You must have thought it better for us both You thought it would be fair to let me choke verse 2 What am I to do with my afternoons What am I to have for dinner I turn my head for you and extend my hand, oh If only I could touch you, I would feel better And this loneliness can be such a curse I never thought you'd be the one to go first verse 3 What am I to do now that I wait for you And you are the one who's off somewhere Wait for me, wait for me What if I can't find you when I get up there This loneliness, it, it is such a curse Who ever thought you'd be the one to go first What am I to do What am I to do with my afternoons