verse 1 skipping school and kissing in your front yard no I'm not in love with you i just want to hold you in the dark & make you wish you were never born behind the bleachers at the game that night you know I wanted you that way now that I hold you in my arms so tight i can't stand, can't stand your sight verse 2 cutting pictures of armor from magazines we paste them to the sides of our hearts to keep them from breaking i feel nervous. i feel empty. i don't know what to do with you it's not that I don't want to kiss you, it's just that I feel nothing when I do solo thing. u can do whatever u want here verse 3 so let down your hair still wet from the rain last night you couldn't fall asleep it's not that i wanna die sometimes i just think I'm living a lie and when you wake up in the middle of the night, i won't be there when you turn on the light