I still reach for you, in the middle of my dreams each night But my arms come up empty every time And lately I talk to your memory more than I should If I could just forget the past I would 'Cause this missing you ain't doing me no good ***CHORUS*** I'm so close to crazy, right on the edge Just one step away from going insane, but I'm not there yet If I could just lose my mind, I wouldn't know we're through But this close to crazy, is far from over you ************ Today I caught myself, reliving how it used to be At a table for two just you and me But talking to an empty chair and laughing right out loud Turned everybody's head and left no doubt I'm a broken woman close to breaking down **Repeat Chorus** Oh this close to crazy, is far from over you I still reach for you In the middle of my dreams each night