Intro: These things which I so often wonder, this need to create myself Frustration forgotten through slumber It's there when I wake, defeated before I rise I'd pull myself out of this mire if I could collect my strength Or muster an ounce of desire Finding the words, and making them mine Chorus 1: Is there somewhere I could separate this feeling from memory (Vamp) Disconnect myself from me? Desire inside to mistreat you, it pushes words out of my mouth This cyclical pattern I feed you The back & forth, & up & down, but still here you are **Chorus 1 Chorus2: Behind this veil of pious revelation I'll close my eyes and look for worth inside, cause I I don't deserve you Relinquishing hope for the future, I try not to hate it so But you are a bridge to those memories I try to forget, if you only knew **Chorus 1 **Chorus 2 ...I'll close my eyes and look for worth inside Is there somewhere to occupy emotion A room to keep my rage away from you? Just tell me when these hopeless days are over I'll open my eyes and see my new sun rise, cause I I don't deserve this