Intro: I can't explain it I can't find the words right now But it feels I'm drowning with no water holding me down The fear clenches up my fist, and I mourn this life I've never lived With the feeling that they say would stop, but never did And these tears prick my eyes no matter the place or the time Oh how they fall and I really couldn't even say why As the water meets my chin I still feel full to the brim and I curse these eyes that can't seem to hold them in And I... feel tired all the time... I have a lover who calls me a woman, but I, feel just like a child who needs cradling all of the time And I know if this carries on I'll lose him to another woman So I cross my hands to my heart and try to be calm And I... feel tired all the time... So tired all this longing for his touch All I need is his love