Like every song I ever wrote But the weight in this made me uneasy, trembling and never whole Even now, far from the places that became so harmful Uneven like the bottom I hit countless times Wherever the past and the future can find me I'll be haunted by ghosts who are not really there I can dream no more What's going on Waking at night thinking about what never was Am I on my way to find what's a home, cause I can't breathe without it Looking for eric is just what I got, taking me somewhere Feels like I don't belong in the heat of summer This story can't go on, so far making me go under Feels like I don't belong in the heat of summer at all I can't dream no more