Verse I was awake, dreaming about sleeping And my mistakes, and how I keep ‘em So close to me, so that I’ll never Never forget, I can’t get anywhere Shedding tears over these bottles Celebrating my life at the bottom Of the barrel of a barrel so rotten And I’ve forgotten What this was like before I started stopping Fuck this, fuck this I’m out, I'm out of bullshit to cry about. You can pass these “fuck you”s around. I’ll be dead and gone when this shit hits the crowd Tell me why, why, why, why, why I even tried, tried, triiiiied tonight I should just let it die. Cause I’m so tired of waiting for this shit to shine. Verse I was asleep dreaming about palm trees And I woke up to lonely city streets I heard the voices echoed in the back rooms And I had to walk around the corner to the barstools Where I was shedding tears over these bottles Celebrating my life at the bottom Of the barrel of a barrel so rotten And I’ve forgotten How to light this fire I’ve forgotten How to toe this wire I’ve forgotten What this was like before I started stopping Why, why, why, why, why Do I even try, try, tryyyyy tonight I should fucking let it die. And I’m tired of waiting for this shit to shine. Bridge I am tired of waiting I am tired of waiting This is my life this is my time It’s time to take it Outro This is my life this is my time This is my life this is my time This is my life this is my time Don’t let it die, die, die, die, die