Intro: (x2) Verse: 1 Highs and lows are how I flow My favorite mirror’s there I Wanna look at what I think I know But all I do is stare Too long Verse: 2 I defy the proper dose cause I’m alone and I don’t care And though that grass is greener It just don’t even compare At all All this time I wanna give you back I feel opaque and absentee Am I just going through the motions Or is this how I’ll be? Barely focused anymore the haze is all that I can see Red bottle white cap Verse: 3 Slime in my stomach slowly turning Staring at the grout in the tile Dry is my heave and my head is burning Think I’ll be in here a while I’m gone Verse: 4 And my cousin’s age is turning Growing into a man from a child I wanna watch him play wanna see him score Wanna be around cause I need To make him smile some more All this time I wanna give you back I feel opaque and absentee Am I just going through the motions Or is this how I’ll be? Barely focused anymore the haze is all that I can see Red bottle white cap Instrumental (x8) Red bottle white cap Outro: