Intensity I always lived for me and nobody else Getting high with my friends and, maybe just by myself I grew up on the cocaine and the pills Livin? life too hard and fast ready for a thrill You know some people say I?m not a perfect child I grew up too fast and I lived to wild Why don?t you just put yourself in my shoes Then you?ll know just what?s it?s like to have the blues When I was a kid I always had big dreams I wanted a big fancy house and my own limousine But now I?m doing real good just to pay my bills This aint the life for me lord where?s the fill Some people say I?m not a perfect child I grew up too fast and I lived to wild Why don?t you just put yourself in my shoes Then you?ll know just what?s it?s like to have the blues