Verse "Baby, I don't feel so good" 6 words you never understood "I'll never let you go" 5 words you never said I laugh along like nothing's wrong, 4 days has never felt so long If 3 is a crowd & 2 is us, 1 slipped away I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do is look the other way I can't tell you how much i wish i didn't wanna stay But i just kinda wish you were gay Verse Is there a reason we're not through Is there a 12th step just for you Our conversations are in blue 11 haze 10 fingers pulling out my hair 9 times you never made it fair I ate alone at 7, 6 minutes away How am i supposed to make you feel okay When all you do is walk the other way I can't tell you how much i wish i didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay Bridge To spare my pride To give your lack of interest an explanation I'm not your type Maybe I'm not your preferred gender orientation I'm so selfish but you make me feel helpless & I can't stand another day I can't stand another day I just wanna make you feel okay But all you do it look the other way I can't tell you how much i wish i didn't wanna stay I just kinda wish you were gay I just kinda wish you were gay