Intro: Verse I’ve created a monster It feeds on my guilt I’m lying with vultures They’re watching me wilt Patiently waiting for me to decay I’ve got half of my breath left I’m one stitch away And no there’s no decorum They won’t be polite They’ll just rip up my bones Till there’s no flesh in sight But I’ll be fine It's a long road to the top When your friends play the anchor You call they don't answer Don't ask me to watch While you're killing yourself Heartbreaks, mistakes Trust me I'm a mess But I beat myself best It's a long road to the top When you're on your own Interlude: verse 2 When the feast is all over The crowd disappears I’m left with an uneasy sense That I’m soon to face all my fears This is the only way I have to show you The things I’m too terrified for anyone to know Honestly it’s just to be alone But I’ll be fine It's a long road to the top When your friends play the anchor You call they don't answer Don't ask me to watch While you're killing yourself Heartbreaks, mistakes Trust me I'm a mess But I beat myself best It's a long road to the top When you're on your own Bridge I wish there was an easy way to live my life I’m sick of always acting like I’m doing fine This is me 23 come to end so easily I’m out of time Whoa I’m taking all the chances that a boy should take I’ve past the point to care about the bones I break This is me 23 king of my own destiny I will be fine It's a long road to the top When your friends play the anchor You call they don't answer Don't ask me to watch While you're killing yourself Heartbreaks, mistakes Trust me I'm a mess But I beat myself best It's a long road to the top When you're on your own Ending The perfect way to meet my end Free for all with all my friends Dig your teeth into my skin (Loop ending)