Intro: You left the light on in your room when you told me I should leave. I think there's something that you don't want me to know. I didn't think it would play out like this, my patience is running thin and there's so many places I still haven't gone to. I'm fighting endless wars with my super shallow brain. I'm feeling sorry for myself. I'm convinced that I know absolutely nothing and I'm pretty sure I'm going to Hell. (How's it going, Emily?) Pos-Verse: I love so many fucking people that will never love me back and I have friends that I owe my life to. I'm feeling down, and I'm too lazy to pick myself back up and I'm pulling everyone around me down too. I guess it's nothing I can't change, but I don't want to. I guess it's something I should hate, but I feel nothing. I guess I'm being dramatic but I can't help feeling lonely and reality is slipping away. I'm just gonna get back to the surface. I wanna go into the woods and crash my bike into the creek. I wanna take off all my clothes and disappear just for the weekend. I wanna be alright again. I wanna be just fine again.