Inspiration Im losing my mind Every answer that they gives another question in my eyes Unaffected, I'll head back to the place I once called home A decision's all I need as I'm looking off the edge Don't take it literal, it's just a metaphor My throats closing up my voice is giving out yeah When the blast destroyed the city The impact carried the ashes Why do we burn into the pavement to line the streets in place of city lights A hospital gown in place of clothes And an empty room with the TV on How can I dream tonight When I can't sleep at night How can I expect to put up with the endless frustrations of the loss of another day How can I dream tonight With a feel good song and a ticket to hell Ill drain the bottle and find a bar in me