A Sad Song About A Girl I No Longer Know

I, I cant deny you're the reason that I cried every night And I don't know why But you've never found your way out of my mind Participating in your games is something that will never make me proud To be the one that you turned to the push and pulls and in and outs They always left me filled with doubt but I can't say that I didn't love you 'Cus that'd be a lie, and I dont like being mislead So I won't put it in your head that I'm the same The tears that I cried, all the miscommunication And the testing of my patience drove me insane And now I wish I would've second guessed The butterflies I'd get inside my chest Convinced myself that we were meant to be Oh, why'd i let you walk all over me ( ) When you got a clue Of all the pain and sadness that you put me through Point for me, 'cus evidently You did just what I expected you to do I let myself be vulnerable, I hold myself responsible For letting you stick pins into my heart In retrospect the younger me was too lovesick and dumb to see That it was a disaster from the start And now I wish I saved myself the pain And looked from the perspective of my brain I told myself that we could work it out But it's too late to fix that problem now Yeah it's too late to think about that now And now I wish I would've second guessed The butterflies I'd get inside my chest Convinced myself that we were meant to be Oh why'd I let you walk all over me