Verse 1: My tears are cutting through this page like Razor blades falling from my cheeks, And I can't speak but they they do it for me Well I swim in the ocean of utter devotion And I can only hope you'll swim too Even though the waters are deep And the clouds are rolling through I can feel the wind its pushing me And I can feel that I am sinking slowly And as I lose control I know I'll never stop Holding on on. Verse 2: Call it a blessing, call it a curse, call it what you will There's somthing worse than persistence But im searching still. See there i go again refusing To give in, to the Possibility of losing my ability to think Or to hide but here I am opened wide Take a look and make it fast, One quick look it better last because And I can feel the wind its pushing me And I can feel that I am sinking slowly And as I lose control I know I'll never stop Holding on on. Verse 3 The animal in me says Survival, Survival, Survive But the romantic in me says Just be alive! So I let the wind blow And I let myself sink slow And when I lost control I knew I'd never stop Holding on.