On the telephone all morning it's been a while since I talked to you your voice it transferred sweet I wish forever I could talk to you of course I blame that guy Tom I'm sure he talked you into doing it although I'm sorry he's dead ~ when you go to him I kill him again... and again...and again... keep trying at the tapes and records I thought you loved them over anything this conversation's hard for me and stupid but we had to do it you drove your car into a moving train you held each other headed for the end and then you say it went blank now here you are with just a few days left keep trying at the tapes and records I thought you want them over anything this conversation's hard for me and stupid but we had to do it