I like my cocaine and I like my whiskey I like to stay out all night long play my songs I've seen better days The sun was shining on my back now twilight is the only light And the days just pass on Through these bloodshot eyes its hard to see the rain And the wind blows into my skin sends a chill into my veins Chorus Could you show me how to feel Help me to remember, just who I am I am tired of these things I've done and Show me how to live Help me to remember, just what I am I am tired of this thing that I've become verse 2 Now I see a cowboy He rides up on a pale horse He comes to see me in my dreams He has no face at all I wake up in a cold sweat My hands are shaking And I don't know just where I am Or If I've just seen death Blue eyes cry for me But I don't give a damn I just walk away from everything Just like I just don't care Chorus Can't take back the life I've lived Have I fallen too far The only question in my mind Is can I turn back now Chorus