When we met, I wasn't me I was so numb, yeah, I was so lonely Out on the run, I wasn't free And you came along, but you couldn't save me My hesitation and holdin' my breath I let you into the garden of my loneliness Wished that you left before it all burned down Oh, Julia I'm sorry what I do to ya I push and pull and mess with your head Then get in your bed 'cause I'm weak deep down Oh, Julia I wish I never lied to ya I never meant to hurt you like that And if I could go back, I'd leave you alone When I left, I wasn't sure That I could love, love anymore But my hesitation and holdin' my breath I let you into the garden of my loneliness Wished that you left before it all burned down Oh, Julia I'm sorry what I do to ya I push and pull and mess with your head Then get in your bed 'cause I'm weak deep down Oh, Julia I wish I never lied to ya I never meant to hurt you like that And if I could go back, I'd leave you alone I won't lie to you no more I won't lie to you no more 'Cause I know I did before Hope you find what you're looking for