Intro: I hurt my self today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real The need letears a hole the old familiar sting Try to kill it all away but I remember everything Refrain What have I become, my sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away in the end And you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorn son myliar's chair Full of broken thoughts I can not repair Beneath the stain of time the feeling disappears You are someone else I am still righ there Refrain What have I become, my sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away in the end And you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way