Intro: x4 As the morning begins I begin to pack my things I get my knickers in a twist and I wish and I wish for a short back and sides and a shirt and a tie So I can fit in, put some wind in my sails but I just can't breathe Too young to feel this old and old enough know the weight I'm carrying Obsessed restless mind I wish I knew the right way to fill out my time but I let the alcohol flow and I put on a show but you know I'm trying, so hard x3 I'm trying, soooooooo Nothing else left to do, retreat into a fighting stance and I dance and I dance and I dance in these dead girls shoes I can feel these troubled soles pulling me to the floor And they just want more with so much to lose Hope went and died a hearse by his side, two gold coins in his eyes Obsessed restless mind I wish I knew the right way to fill out my time but I let the alcohol flow and I put on a show but you know I'm trying, so hard x4 x2 I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so hard I'm trying, I'm trying, I'm trying so Repeat to end