Intro: Verso 1: Wasn't raised religious But I wish that I was Having nothing to believe in It's been killing my …buzz Pré-Refrão Yeah, I comb my hair, close the blinds Play Hallelujah like …two dozen times And yesterday, I tried to pray But I didn't know what to say I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up Don't like to talk, I just stay in my bed Don't even try to go out with my friends Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take them I try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry Verso 2: Can't tell my mama It makes her worry I'm not suicidal Sometimes, the lines get all blurry Pré-Refrão Yeah, I comb my hair, close the blinds Play Hallelujah like two dozen times And yesterday, I tried to pray But I didn't know what to say I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up Don't like to talk, I just stay in my bed Don't even try to go out with my friends Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take them I try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry ( ) ( ) ( ) ( ) I'm too sad to cry, too high to get up Don't even try 'cause I'm scared to fuck up Don't like to talk, I just stay in my bed Don't even try to go out with my friends Lied to my doctor, she knew I was faking Gave me some pills, but I'm too scared to take them I try and I try, but I'm too sad to cry