Recorded by the Whitlams ("Undeniably ...") The Shouties ("Colossus") and McBodybag ("We Know The Bassplayer") Written by the late great Stevie Plunder, 1963-1996 Loved and dearly missed Transcribed by Mark Na-Na ([email protected]) It's getting harder to decide Which way I should go Should I let myself down fast. I don't think I wanna know It's always said but understated Just how hard it can be I've seen this road before, and it's so hard to believe That I'll be back this way again, until I told myself to leave They never said it was going to be easy But I didn't know just how hard it would be I go round and round, I'm lost and found Never happy in the middle, gotta be up or down Just when I think that I've found level ground I turn around and destroy all the love I've found Self destruction's kinda dumb, But if you do it well You can find your heaven If you can handle hell It's all a part of understanding just how strange life can be Living a lie becomes so easy but now I just want to be free I feel inside out, never thought I'd doubt my ability to work it all out Going forward to fall back, working hard to relax I never thought that I would be following my own tracks Going round