Intro: Tonight I'm staring at the window I got Brian Eno on the stereo Tonight You're gonna be my widow The only way to get you back Is to get you dressed in black Cause I'm still a fraud I'm still a fake I'm self-absorbed I don't talk straight I'm full of shit I'm full of lies I can't be trusted But I'll let you try I'm insincere And I'll let you down Burn all my bridges Jerk you around And I am not honest I'm way off track You gave me chances I gave them back I guess you were right I guess I was scared But I'm too opaque To show if I care I'm quick to judge I'm slow to change I'll talk about you When you're out of range I wish I was different I wish I was good But no one can save me Nobody should Afraid of decisions Afraid of love Afraid of the future All of the above And I look for shortcuts When conflict arises All sleight of hand Elaborate disguises I lack respect I lack intent I know that I'm careless And I won't relent Cause I can't relent