verse 1 I’ve been laying on the floor trying to keep cool I’ve been licking off the dust trying to fool you I've always struck myself as someone who’s uncomfortable verse 2 I’ve been kissing at the ground watching the grass grow I’ve been holding red balloons letting everyone go I've always struck myself as someone who’s impossible Waving at the sky I wanted to let go I didn’t wanna say goodbye Waving at the sky I wanted to let go I didn’t wanna say goodbye verse 3 I've been waking up early and staying out late I've been losing control, I've been slipping away I've always struck myself as someone who’s an asshole Waving at the sky I wanted to let go I didn’t wanna say goodbye Waving at the sky I wanted to let go I didn’t wanna say goodbye Waving at the sky I wanted to let go I didn’t wanna say goodbye Waving at the sky I wanted to let go I didn’t wanna say goodbye